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About beadmonkey

First and foremost, I am an artist. By profession I am a engineer, but who's to say that engineering isn't art? I am a self-created jewelry designer, a Gothic Tribal Fusion Bellydancer, and a poet. You can always expect the unexpected out of me. ;)

From My Kitchen Table

Someone is starting to kick me. -_-

Aislyn of Urban Maille states that the place you design should be somewhere you are most comfortable and happy.  Jo Packham of Where Women Create always writes her magazine introductions “From my kitchen table”.  Lately, I’ve been working at my kitchen table.  It’s actually a dining room set, but Jesse and I only have 3 chairs in use while the other chair is in the living room as decoration, and the bench is discretely tucked away under the table against the wall. Pretty clever, I must say. ;)  I’ve had the honor of filling my table with wonderful friends, which has always been a dream I’ve wanted to fulfill in my home… I am a Cancer after all.  It’s not about truth, justice, and the pursuit of happiness, but home, family, and financial security. :D  But for general use, it’s handy for us and when Jesse.1 comes to visit for the weekend.

Designing at the table has been more alluring to do so because Jesse and I trekked over to Target (yay, a Target within walking distance!) and bought some replacement light bulbs.  OMG, these lights are so bright, sometimes I don’t need to turn on the kitchen light.  Plus, they’re CFL full spectrum bulbs so it’s a nice white light for a quarter of the power consumed.  Epic awesome.  I suppose we do have to recycle them, but they last so long, I’m sure they’ll out live the amount of time we stay in this apartment.  But also, it’s easy to pick up some beads and wire and chain them over breakfast.  I’m sure that will change once Hui.1 makes his debut, but I do look forward to those quiet late night moments between naps and feedings where I can sneak away and hopefully find my muse.


Pasadena Daydreams

Been playing with chainmaille and my favorite glass beads lately.  My heart has been singing because I love these beads.  Grace is an engineer who decided to go creative and started making the most beautiful beads I have ever seen.  She’s awesome.  She is part of the magic that is the Pasadena Bead and Design Show.  There’s something magical about Pasadena that resonates through my entire family.  This trip, I’m hoping to make it to my favorite tea room for tea and snacks.  Mmm, warm scones and cream.  Nom Nom Nom.  Just as yummy as these glass beads and rocks from my crazy pirate rock lady.  ;)

I couldn’t get to Pasadena until 2009.  Previous years were just too busy on the weekends to break away.  But 2009 was the beginning of something bigger than I had ever imagined.  I discovered both Grace and my crazy pirate rock lady.  My sister and I spent a good hour talking to her at her booth.  The only reason I stopped was because I noticed she had some really lovely larimar necklaces.  Yes, it was all downhill from there. ;)  I don’t think she was there for the July show, but she did come back in 2010 and every show after that, so I’ve collected some outstanding stones I never would have discovered otherwise.  Even Jesse has figured out that Pasadena = Crazy Pirate Rock Lady.  Hehehehe.

My dream right now is to make a strong collection of jewelry that incorporates Grace’s beads so I have a good excuse to go on a shopping spree with her.  Mmm, someday.  Definitely someday. ♥♥♥

This is something similar to what I’ve been making with my treasured beads and chainmaille… yeah, once upon a time, I had great ideas.  Need to get back to that mindset again.

Here are some pieces I’ve made with Grace Beads:

And here are some Crazy Pirate Rock Lady pieces:

(The bottom stone is a rough watermelon tourmaline)


Finding Yourself

“Your sacred space is where you can find yourself again and again.” ~ Joseph Campbell

This quote speaks to me in two ways.  One way being your sacred space is where you end up a lot.  With a friend, a spouse, children, family… home.  The other way would be you go back to this sacred space when you are lost and you find yourself again and again.  Meaning #1 would undoubtedly be Jesse.  He’s my rock and I still have to pinch myself to remind me that I am a wife and soon to be mother.  It’s all so surreal.  Maybe it’s the pregnancy hormones, but it’s like, “Wow…”  I never pictured myself married and pregnant.  Sure, I’d get there, but I never dreamed about the journey to get there.  Seriously mind boggling.

As for a sacred space where I “find [myself] again and again”… I used to have that in my old room before I got married.  I didn’t have the distraction of a computer taking up most of my workable desk space.  I was surrounded by my beads and rings and chains.  Everything I considered magical.  So I need to find a solution to my problem.  Not sure what it is other than keeping the computer off unless I really need it.  We’re too connected in this world.  There are too many distractions and it’s no wonder that ADD is more easily diagnosed, for better or for worse.  Our attention spans are suffering with all this information and power at our fingertips.

My ideal workspace would be to have a L-shaped desk, one side with the computer, the other with all my treasures and workspace.  I like having TV to watch while I’m working (not designing, working).  But in a 0ne-bedroom apartment, something’s gotta give.

I’ve been cleaning a lot, part of nesting, I’m sure.  But also because clutter gets in the way physically and mentally.  My desk is slowly being de-cluttered… stones filed away in their designated box, chain put away into the jewelry armoire for later, wire stowed away when the mood for wire wrapping strikes, scrap wire carefully collected into baggies to be traded for store credit.  I haven’t had the energy to go through my closet and figure out what to donate, but eventually I will.  Besides, I should try to dress more like a mom.  Even though I’m going to be the cool mom who wears Doc Martens.  Or the dorky mom who loves her Docs.  Regardless, I’ll be a stylish mom somehow. ;)


5am

Woke up hungry, ate some cereal, and now watching Buffy the Musical.  Hehehehehe.  Oh yes, and making my rose gold chain that I sold.

Jesse is leaving for a business trip tomorrow before the buttcrack of dawn.  Fun times. :P


Married Tools

Random tools my husband will ask me for:

Screwdriver
Hammer – “What kind?  I have like 5.”
Drill
Wire cutters

Yup, yay for the unusual. ;)


Yay Metal Stamping!

New ideas brewing. I felt inspired this morning and Jesse left early. ;)


Jewelry Photography

Jewelry photography is an art in itself.  Seriously.  Yesterday I gathered the remaining rocks I had left scattered around my old room.  The last thing I need to take with me is the infamous blue glass.

At least I did that much before I had to drag myself into bed at 9pm.  I swear this baby is on a growth spurt and sucking all the energy out of me.  And it was warm last night, enough that I needed to blast the AC for a few hours before it got too cold.  Jesse and I need to test it out tonight to make the bedroom at least a little bit more comfortable.  There were people hanging out around the BBQ area, so we had to close the window around 1am.  That’s when I blasted the AC, then turned it off around 6.  Bleh. :x

Anyway, I gathered my big rough rocks and Xena sword letter opener to take home with me to use as props.  I do well using props in my jewelry photos.  I’m not sure if I’m being too anal about being consistent or what, though.  I think I need to let it all go and just go with the flow.  I’ve been having a hard time with that lately, but I’m not sure why.  But here are some awesome shots with props… oh yeah, I need to bust out my sais too. :D

Jesse and I have been talking about looking for houses around October to see if there’s anything on the market worth buying.  That has got me daydreaming about my craft room.  First thing I would do, would be to take a week to observe the house and the rooms to maximize the amount of the natural light that comes into that particular room/area.  I’m actually pretty okay with my desk where it is now (in the bedroom with Jesse’s on the opposite wall), because we’re together in the same room (yes, that counts as quality time together).  What I don’t like about it, is sharing my work space with the computer because the mouse and keyboard take up a lot of space.  So I would like my new desk to be an L-shape with the computer on one side and my working area on the other side.  Maybe then I can fit my pink organizer drawers on the desk instead of below the desk.  Here’s an old picture of them sitting on my bookshelf.  That wasn’t a good idea because I think they were too heavy for the bookshelf.  Lesson for next time, I suppose.

Currently, I have 2 of these stacked on top of each other under my desk for easy access to my chainmaille rings and other misc stuff I don’t remember.  It’s very efficient and makes my engineering heart sing.  But yeah, given the little hands and feet that will most likely be rummaging around wherever we live, I need to be more careful of where I store my beads and rings.  Right now, the beads are happily tucked away into the built-in cabinets in the hallway, but where will they go after we move?  More questions to ask the Universe, in hopes of finding a solution.

As for the bedroom, dark wood bed frame that’s not too high and not too short.  I hate trying to drag myself out of bed in the morning.  Sliding off the bed onto my feet is much more preferable.  Hopefully there’ll be room for a bedside table.  I’ve always wanted a bedside table for a reading lamp, water, and book.  Then, a short but wide chest of drawers with a matching mirror.  I’ve always loved that concept, probably because it reminds me of the days when women would get ready in front of the mirror with their lipstick and jewelry.  My jewelry amoire would be a perfect match.  I’ve been doing better about not storing quite so much jewelry supplies in it.  Only chain right now.  My old jewelry box will have to go in the bathroom, assuming there’s a vanity or space around there.  I’ve figured out that all the little drawers would make good earring storage, divided into 3 categories (of course, I haven’t actually done this yet): chainmaille, Swarovski crystal, and rocks.  I need to clear out the stuff I have in the drawers, but hey, I bet I have room. ;)


La la la

Jesse and I are going up north this weekend for a spur-of-the-moment roadtrip.  We need to visit his elders and little brother in Central California before I get too big and whiny about car rides. :D

Interestingly enough, I decided it’s time to make my favorite chainmaille necklace in rose gold and silver.  I can bring that along with me to work on at the hotel.  I’ve also uploaded my Kindle with jewelry business PDFs to read on the road.  I need to remember to bring a notebook to jot down ideas and stuff.  Shoot, I need to start packing tomorrow.  I hope all my duffle bags aren’t full of jewelry display stuff.  I know the big one is, but where’s the other one?  Better remind myself to go through the cabinets… might have shoved it up there? :x

My temporary home page is up on the website now.  I’m really happy and excited this is really happening.  I’ve been getting some decent visits to the blog, so I need to get the creative juices in gear.  Most especially on the photography side of things.  I have lots of yummy new things I have to show off.  And shiny things I need to make.  So much to do, so little time.  In a few months it’ll be baby prep, but I still have time. ;)  Haven’t felt any movement yet… guess my ab muscles are harder than I thought. :D

Here’s a picture from Monday night… I was exhausted from cleaning and making dinner, and for the first time, my feet were swelling because it was warm (shame on me for not turning on the AC).  I’m rather fond of red sparkly toes. ;)


Hui.1 is…

a boy.  Oh boy…


Art Show Photos!

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